i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming