i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.