i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…