i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,