i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again