i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -