i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

if i died in my room, whether it were an accident or int… how long would it take for you to… everything is about you, you, you so where does that leave me?

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize