i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i want it to work so badly but i don’t think it ever will unfortunately i am putting too much effort in once again

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

i feel... “okay” really that means i’ve been dissoc… it means distracted it means ignoring what upsets me it means crying less,