people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

always been taught to prioritize other people’s pain over my own trained selfish if i speak about myself at… supposed to normalize anger

same old patterns, willing to give my love away. but what’s the shame in that? yes it hurts - never quite reciprocated -

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

tear me limb from limb turn me to dust my life impacts no one why do i exist? i am disappointing

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most