i hope that every time that you see this shade of green it drives you mad i hope that every time that you hear a laugh like mine

i have been trying so hard to heal stuck in the past, despite my effo… life in the sun felt so good i only wish that i could have stay… wandering aimlessly now that i was

i have weeds growing from my skin i am one with earth and still feeling unnatural i sit, water pours i am blooming

it is so incredibly draining to feel so passionless. i just want to feel useful interesting

i wonder if i cross your mind i wonder of thoughts of me creep u… and whisper in your ear i wonder if you take a second glan… at my name when i call

i’m the only one awake between dusk and dawn. i see the faint moonlight caressin… the low sunlight in such a way, that they seem to speak through on…

i love you more than i ever though… you fell into my life when i didn’t expect a thing you fell into my life when i needed you most

i crave your touch trace my bones caress my skin hold me close never let me go

i’m always repressing my urges to scream to bash my head into the wall to cry in the shower set to its ho… i hope one day they realize

there is a creature that is living inside of me– a parasite that feeds on hatred and pain. i promise it isn’t my fault.

i don’t want to ruin your night i don’t want to always seem broken always bringing you sadness that y… soon you will be tired of it i am not as fun or interesting as…

jotting down my thoughts trying to make sense of it all shaking hands stiff fingers i cannot even self soothe anymore

people have hurt me. taken advantage and made me feel unsafe. you have never harmed me, so why does it bother me so much

i cannot rest my heavy eyes due to… and no matter how hard i try and t… you’re always there laughing as if you belong if only you’d visit me in the fles…

my mind is loud tonight, i am struggling to sift through it… overwhelmed by every detail. feel like i don’t exist feel like i am replaceable