June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
