June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
