June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability