June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark