June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
