June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
