June 14th, 2023
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,