June 14th, 2023
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
