Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain

This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food

People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?

What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still

It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier

Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both

Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat

What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me

Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips

Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite

One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t

It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability

Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,

I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday