June 14th, 2023
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,