June 28, 2023
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
