June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
