June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability