June 12, 2023 I can wait 1000 lifetimes for you
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
