June 28, 2023
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
