June 12th, 2023 I’m sorry
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards