June 17th, 2023 Read it again. And again. And again.
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
