June 17th, 2023 Read it again. And again. And again.
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
