June 17th, 2023 Read it again. And again. And again.
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
Most people drain me But you are not most people You recharge my soul
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
