It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
