Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
In the depths of heartbreak’s icy… Where tears flow freely, leaving t… A soul finds solace in longing’s b… Aching for a love it hopes to rega… The echoes of laughter, once share…
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
