June 14th, 2023 Am I grasping at straws I've placed myself?
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I wish that these words No longer reflect my pain But my devotion
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
