June 14th, 2023 Am I grasping at straws I've placed myself?
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day? What can I do? Hello my Love,
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
