June 16th, 2023 A viscous cycle
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore