June 16th, 2023 A viscous cycle
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
You Your Your voice Echoes ghostly In the halls of my memories
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.