June 16th, 2023 A viscous cycle
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
It’s not the familiarity It’s not the loneliness It’s not the memories It’s not the safety It’s not the comfortability
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still