June 13th, 2023 Hopefully prophetic
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
Help me to understand it Help open up my eyes I’m trying to move past it But I can’t seem to see why When we’re together
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
You were the light of my life So tell me why You decided to burn it to cinders And leave me in darkness
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…