June 11th, 2023
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,