June 11th, 2023
To Love is to abandon All rational and logic To act out of character And find depth within yourself To love is to put your wants
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
The only fitting punishment The Gods could conspire To make us pay for our transgressions against the… You stole the stars from their sky
Hello my Darling, how are you? How was your day?
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,