June 17th, 2023
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
People always say, “These feelings will fade away” Which ones, love or pain?
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
It would be easier If I could hate you If you had so utterly decimated me That I couldn’t stand again It would be easier
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal