June 17th, 2023
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
I want to walk away I want this hope to stay I’m twisted and torn My promise, I’m sworn To see you again someday
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Are you eating enough? Are you staying hydrated? Are you loving yourself? Or is your breath left bated? Are you sleeping enough?
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
As I step forward I look back for one last time I wish you all the best
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
Waste my time Or break my heart You don’t get both
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
Rain & sun Flowers bloom Spring has sprung Fading the gloom In summers heat
