Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
A sudden Good-Bye Is not a finality But a paused Hello
What I mistook for your warmth I now realize was actually a freez… You found me, built me up Then destroyed me You claim to care about me
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
Like a tower of crystal glasses My hope stacks higher Waiting to come crashing down And lacerate my heart below A thousand tiny shards
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self
I see you Stars have gone from your eyes int… The warmth of the sun feels so fam… In the drops of rain I can hear y… Letting my tears blend with each d…
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
If you told me To lay down my arms I would raise my shields Yet I surrender If you warned me
I drank you in Like a fish Gasping for water Little did I know You were a shark
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
I mourn not for what we had, I mourn for a future lost. A foundation laid of promises, Promises that now seem so easily b… I cry not for this loneliness,
