Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
The longer I wait for you The more I prolong this pain The longer you wait to speak The more distant I become The more I heal
Adrift in the abyss Dappled with distant lights Imagination connects the dots To make sense of this predicament I was anchored on the satellite
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Rest your head on my shoulder When you’re feeling tired Let me sing of your praises When you need to be inspired Bend my ear to your lips
One day I hope your love Will reunite with mine Or so I tell myself because It won’t
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
With words left unspoken These promises broken Are washed away by These emotions awoken Forgive the sinner
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
It’s easy to tell someone, “Just move on”, When you weren’t the one In their shoes. It’s easy to tell someone,
My vision clouds with these tears Tears made from our memories Maybe one day the they will stop Or I won’t feel them anymore
This noose of hope Around my neck A memory rope Myself I wreck I cannot leave
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
There once was a man from Frederi… Who lost sight of his worth and me… But along she came, Then left just the same, And now his heart feels asymmetric…