June 13th, 2023 One can dream
Do not assume these words of hurt Are directed at you I have bared to you my heart and s… Yet our words remained withheld Do not assume these words of pain
This hope A cold burning A flame made of shadow Fueled by need and fueled by desir… Goes out
This bed is too big I have too much space These blankets are too much Engulfing me, but I still shiver I have too much food
Long-lost souls unite, Tears of joy in heartfelt hugs, Reunion’s embrace.
Do not mistake my silence, For absence. I will always be there for you. Always. But I must be here for myself,
When we met You found me At my worst When we loved Time stood still
Were your reasons true? Were they for me or for you? Was there really nothing we could… I wonder. Why was it easier to hide?
I cut this final cord. So why do I still feel bound? Oh, another cord.
I pray you don’t find These words of pain from my heart I’m broken right now
As the waves crash along the shore Which seems so far away, I ask myself; Why do I swim? Pushed from a ship
What I do Was for you Now it’s me Found self love But I still
Because you brighten my day Even when the sun’s shining When I’m feeling down & fret You’re my silver lining Your warmth is like a buffet
My hands grow weaker This hold I will prolong My legs shake and quiver But still I’ll stand strong My mind is chaos
The World ended, not with a bang, but with a sniffle. a tear. a cracked voice. First came the Horseman of Silenc…
My self deprecation Are humbling jokes As to starve my ego Not a reflection of self hatred My sense of self