I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
Never give up on love, Though I’ve died a thousand times Just waiting. And I’ve hoped in the rain. So many times
The blur of lighted cars Flying in a flurry down The highway at night Soothes me in the Most unorthodox way.
I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,
I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth
I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird
In seventh grade, I made you a po… But I tore it up into pieces Because it wasn’t good enough. In eighth grade, I made you a poe… But I left it under my bed
I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,
That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her
Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
My broken heart Throbs dysfunctionally. It beats to a cracked rhythm Between dead, dead, dead And life, life, life.
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,
