You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

Woah. The bright sky Makes me want to live, And the grass Smells too good to miss.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

Dignity is death.

Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

I’m so broken, And the glass stings were my façad… There’s nothing left to do. There’s nothing left to say. There’s no air left for me to brea…

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I’ve been waiting For years And days And all the seconds For a warm body.

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Wait 'til Michigan comes. I think I’ll wait 'til then. Think I’ll wait 'til I hear my co… Hear them loving me in Michigan. Think I’ll wait 'til I swim.

It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,