You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

I can’t cease to think about him. His bitter way only warms my heart… He frightens me and excites me. He always heightens my senses. He makes my heart hurt.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

Don’t cry Don’t cry Don’t cry Because it’s your birthday.

I ran from you all my life. I’ve had problems, But that doesn’t make it right.

I am a plummeting plane. I see the clouds go past, And I close my eyes, sometimes, But I still feel where I’m going. Sometimes, I feel that

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

There’s always a morning, But there’s the night, too. Every faith has a savior, But the devil always follows suit. There will be spring,

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.