Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

A tree fell in the park last night… I didn’t hear it go. The innards smelled of peppermint, And I felt the crumbling dirt Turn into ash in my hand.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

Like Augustus, I fear oblivion When I should pass.

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

I forget how to love When I’m gritting my teeth Because I’m a fucking hole/ Nothing’s coming out of my mouth n… Because I don’t love my mom,

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

With him, It’s like there were no scars. There are no sheepish looks No burning shame. There was no John

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I live inside my head Where soft flurries spin, And there’s a rise of warm water b… I live inside my head Where spikes stick out

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

I find it funny That I raised myself From the cradle To the grave. I never got a chance to be a baby.