Not as ardent as before. I’m tired. Slowing down, A tail growing heavier and longer With each day.
Touch me for real. Touch me in your mind And all over my body With your chapped hands. Let your eyes undress me.
Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me
It’s like waking up from your best… To find that it’s all gone. When you love someone who isn’t re… And you say, “I’m done.” It’s like swimming in Heaven,
I came back from a mortal hell, But on my way home, I saw no white god, And I saw no golden spirit, And I saw no true son.
I’m a good girl in the worst ways Most days. Some days, I’m a bad girl in all the best way… I’m pretty good,
Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.
Sometimes, I wish I was a tree: Tall, wide, and majestic as can be… One with branches that sway slowly… Watching above, everything I woul… Sometimes, I wish I was an oak.
Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.
There is no real romance like fore… There is no time or room to breath… But just the beating of their hear… Traps you. Like a rabbit hopelessly ensnared,
I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.
When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
