Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

She looked like innocence And felt like sin And died like grace And fell like a bird And fell like a bird

Let my joy be a promise To my future self Who is so beautiful Even if she isn’t pretty.

I could hop on a train. Grow akin to the screaming and whi… Where would I go? Far from here, from cold. Tell my parents my love,

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

This feeling Makes me want to bless my friends… And find redemption in death. I want to stand in the rain 'Til my bones shake apart

What does it feel like on the day… Does it hurt? Today, I have just realized that, And it burns. It has burned the piece of my hear…

Spring into fall, And we’ve all hit a wall. Love comes quickly. Sometimes, it grows. Summer, then rain,

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

Sam said, “Get over it.” As if I could Just climb a tree. Sam said,

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

Nights of chuckling After no jokes And Dancing without nerves Become me