You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

You’re bleeding down my legs, Tangling me up in your fingers. I want to run my nails down your b… And sigh in your ear.

You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

I lost my innocence On a king-sized sheet With four posters And the two of us. Just the two of us

Mom, I miss you, And I’m miserable. I miss grandma, And I’m so lonely. I miss being a kid.

Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…

If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…

I feel that one never stops Loving their past loved ones. The nostalgia remembers all the Times when you slept in their bed, When you first opened up,

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

I’m falling apart beneath my smile… I grapple blindly for a rope To save myself from rising waters. I come up, lungs full of despair, And my parents cover my mouth

You don’t ask me to speak. You never expect my opinion. I was your second child In a runaway marriage. I suppose I loved you once,

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

I remember how I cried When they cut down Our tree.

Can you hear it? It is the cry of the poor. Their howling curls inside of my h… It pains me as if I were one of t… But, I am.

What you meant– What I meant When I said, “I love you.” What you meant to me Wasn’t what you said