When you taste your own sweet tear… Know I’ll be there. When the night becomes a friend, Know

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.

Why am I crying? I’m not crying at the loss of love… I’m crying because I never experi… True love. I wanted epic.

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

I often cajole myself Into crying, But I refrain. I know I’ll never stop.

Shambles: They hold my life together. I’m shredded into slices, Trying to hold it whole, And I wonder if anyone

I woke at 3 a.m., And I was scared. I thought I’d never be tired agai… But then I remembered the morning And all the joy it brings.

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

I had no right To fall in love with you. All those times I promised you That I’d never fall in love again Were lies because I fell in love…

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

I sing of a new carol Which starts silly giggles As a speeding blue carriage Runs merrily through the dark.