I find no release. I die. I die, Yet I’m not free. Not 'til I die.
Splattered you All over my body And flecks of skin Inside every crevice. I can’t get rid of you
I died on Tuesday. My soul floated up Above my milky corpse, And I smiled. I saw my family,
Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.
Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.
You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.
You’re young. You’ll feel better. You’ll get better Eventually. So much time to feel better.
He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…
You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.
It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to
I feel so lonely. I want to die. Feeling like the only one on earth… My laughter is a lie. Laugh on, laugh on.
If I should die before I wake, don’t cry, For that was what I always wanted…
Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are
I wish I could tell my brother That I loved him, But the words are tight in my thro… And I’m a coward. I wish I didn’t say “thank you”
In my house, You don’t ask questions. The whispers from mom and dad Signal you to a hiding place. In my house,
