Last year seems years away. Last night seems lifetimes away. This moment seems like a dream.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

I feel like I want to hurt, To show myself how beautiful this… The illusion makes me strong. I feel like I can’t get hurt, But I still hope for the pain of…

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

He thinks I’m pretty And maybe too witty, That I was worth the fight. He claimed he’s so glad. I’m the best he’s ever had.

Last night, all I saw was Nancy. The way she cried when I held her… Like a fleshy cradle Around her broken heart. I saw her loving me

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…

Courage was not letting your broth… But preferring to die From their snide remarks Which shadow prejudice’s unkind da… What happened when they grew up?

My mother is the darkness inside m… She planted the seed That grew into brambles, And now, I can’t be loud Because she makes me so

If you’re happy, then I’m happy. I’ll be ok if you’re ok. I can’t die without you living. I won’t move on without you search… At night, do you think about me?

Perfection is an evil reflection On what is really real. Solitude is my gratitude When I am sad. Numbness equals oneness

Twigs on fire Never linger, never flit. Their emotions stand dire To the situation that cannot be sp… Twigs on fire never see.

The tissues know something. Even the mirror knows. My music knows it And especially my pillow. My books can see it

The devil’s in my midst.

I wish I wish I wish I could swim in oblivion. Have a tummy full of pills.