I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

If flowers could cry, Would the water out-spilled Also drown them Like a sloshing grave of Wet mud?

You were the devil. I knew it before you did; And I was St. Mary With clouds trailing behind me. I gave you my virtue

I’m silently screaming Alone in the bathroom. The tears of a sinner Won’t let my fears go. I’m suddenly drowning.

Mark, I miss you, And I love you. Each day is lost Without you.

Moon up, Pants down. I said no. His body said yes.

He touched my knee (now I’m in lo… No time for breath ('cause I’m in… He likes my hair (now I’m so lost… No time for speed ('cause I’m in… He gave me truth (now I’m so free…

I don’t understand. I don’t understand the cruelty The darkness The fear This choking feeling.

It’s so quiet. I feel soft. The winter hurts, So I burrow inside, But I forget how to

That’s why she died– Because she never let anyone hold… She didn’t trust herself. She didn’t let anyone love her Or touch her

Oh, such a sweet fool. I once thought love Was reigning savior. So, so foolish. I once believed love

Without you, I feel the pain. The rain seems cold now. Thunder is only evil, And the sky is bare and pale.

It’s over. It’s okay. The parting is such sorrow And relief. It hurts like a crushing force,

I feel under-appreciated. Isn’t that vain to say? That might just be my Napoleon co…