You ruined me. How could you? You’re my mother. You were supposed to be strong. Not me.

I cannot bring myself to cry. I can’t decide if this is a curse Or a blessing.

Farewell to friends, The kind that push. The word constantly bends. I live a life of isolation. While others play in their bubble…

In the darkest night, A flower will grow.

In my daydreams, I used to be an acrobat, Flying through air Into capable hands. In my dreams,

Someone’s teaching me to give up. It’s like unrequited love, But we’ll break up in the end. I’m showing myself to give up When I see how I fall asleep in c…

Things I wish I could say Would be I miss you, I love you, I want to be with you,

You met me in the winter When I was a petal, Something you desperately wanted t… You loved me in the summer, Underneath the palm oil trees

Listening to you sleep, I’m in grace. Each breath a prayer. Every rustle a litany. You don’t know how loud you are

Smile your baby smile and please l… I know I love you, but haven’t yo… Twinkle and shine and don’t ever c… You warm me like a fox in a fox’s… Light of my life and you gave me t…

There’s so much blood in blood cou… As there are stones in my heart When I hear your name. The winged-pig can fly daily Once I’ve let myself remember

Nobody can see the darkness in me, And when I go deep, I bring a flashlight to slash thro… The dark. I once used to frolic in light,

You’re horrible, And I hate you. But this is me. I’m the only person That I can’t escape.

Winter is getting worse. Is there no justice In my punishment Brought about by my peers? I yearn to burrow in warm dirt